Re-watching the movie this time around, I arrived at the scene where Jefferson watches his beloved mentor, his shining knight, Joseph Paine betray him, and I’m reminded of Angela’s warning against the idea of change as purely the result of any one individual, especially as a leader . Stewart conjures up a man so understandably heart broken I feel almost ashamed I was so blinded by my own version of cynicism I missed the poetic beauty, and furious vigor of this performance. By the time he arrived at the Lincoln memorial head so low he almost resembles a man half into a somersault, face in hands, sitting on the baggage he brought with him crying, I was a mess myself. I don't know if it was age, the softening that can happen over multiple viewings, or the age in which we live in, (my belief right now is the latter ) but this last viewing rocked me. I thought about President Obama's promise, and the audacity of hope, and also of all the ways he fell short, and then of the crushing finality of the night we found out Trump had won, and Jefferson Smith was no longer the silly bright eyed, bushy tailed white idealist who should've known better , he was all of us who hadn't completely given ourselves over to cynicism, avarice, hyper individualism, and apathy. Especially those who had given themselves over the cotton candy optimism of Obama's presidency. Maybe many of the rest of us wanted to weep, but instead quickly fought back our tears, stiffened up our necks , and signed ourselves over to the devils of pride, cynicism, and pragmatism. We looked down at those bewildered, unmoved, and told them frankly "This was always America", as if there was nothing else to believe but that, and only that. We in many ways were right, and righteous even, but we weren’t anymore whole than they, and we weren’t seeing the whole picture. We were right just like Jean Arthur’s Clarissa Saunders was right when warned Jefferson Smith to go back home, that he would be broken by these men, and she didn't want to watch it, but like Clarissa we just wanted to protect ourselves from the same. After all that's what cynicism, and sarcasm are best at..protecting us from vulnerability. The shame of feeling fooled, the pain of being hurt, but what we forgot as Clarissa had somewhere along the way, and as Jefferson had for a moment, (until he was reminded of it by Clarissa who was reminded of it by him) is that there is nothing wrong the audacity of hope, the primacy of optimism over skepticism and cynicism. That just because we find out Obama, our black Claude Rains was actually a weathered practitioner of pragmatic ideologies that sustain the status quo, doesn't mean we need toss out his hope with the dirty bath water of neoliberal politics. It doesn't mean that every time somebody brings up the greatest, and most high flying of American ideals to say or remind us what America isn't supposed to be about , that we must shoot them down with the mortar shells of what America is, or always was, because it's only a half truth. America is both, always has been. The ideal, the fantasy of America is every bit as important as the reality because if we never had the former, and the collective Jefferson Smith's who had faith in the promise of America despite the continued deference of the dream, and despite evidence to the contrary we wouldn’t have made near any of the progress we have. We have to stop insisting people who are willing to fight, wear the exact same armor as us. Jefferson Smith is no soft peddling coddler of injustice or even unfairness merely because he believes in the dream. He's out there punching out journalists for their mockery of the profession, and literally standing up to corporate bullies like Taylor, literally, the difference is what's underneath it all...”A little bit of plain ordinary kindness, and a little looking out for the other guy too”....