Watching Beale street I felt our collective sorrow, I felt our long suffering , but I also felt our ingenuity, our collective hopes and dreams, and our determination. I felt it in the montage depicting two black fathers as they stole from their place of work to provide a legal defense for a child so damned by society it may all be for nought anyway. In the longing, compassionate eyes of Regina King in an alley somewhere in Puerto Rico pleading for a stay of execution to a woman herself drowning somewhere in the middle of where the sea of white supremacy meets the river of rape culture and anti blackness. I saw it the beauty and the dignity of black style, and of black art that exists in our refusal to look down even as we are down. In our insistence on creating something out of nothing as was the case with Fonny’s (Stephen James) art. Barry Jenkins frames our community, and in doing so implies our isolation, our borders. He repeatedly uses close ups, drowning out the noise of the background. He reads us poetry from our dearest friends like Baldwin in our living room, reminding us of the best, and the worst of our collective self, of pain, and of joy. He sits us down and turns on any variation of jazz and classical music, and he paints us in colors so vivid we forget just how dark it is in this cramped space of dictated blackness. Watching If Beale Street could talk was the warmest of experiences, it was escapism in its highest form. Not thenmomd that acts as a soft or hard lie to get your mind off your troubles. The kind that takes you somewhere else firmly IN your reality but feels like a place only you have found, where everything just stops and for a moment its just us. Leaving by telling us we were never really here, never really just this, or that. We were always more, and so we always made the most out our experiences, and it is very intimate, and it feels like its just us, and when it ends, sad as it ends, it feels like love, it feels like care, even as it tells it to us straight and true, and I sat with this as the screen blackened and I sat there in its blackness welling up with alll the left over emotion this movie provides and as it ended I thought “Barry loves us” as most great black directors do, but it’s such a kind reverent love its something so different from what we have experienced to date its clearly his. Yeah Barry Loves Us.